Reborn

Like a Phoenix that has died and is reborn, so have I. It feels good to be free, it makes it a lot easier to grow, learn and breathe.

I can say that i do not have any regrets being here. Yes i miss my family and friends in Texas, but moving  up here is probably the best idea I've ever had. Living among the Native Americans of the Santee Reservation has taught me a whole lot and given me a new perspective on life. I've learned a lot, especially from the elders and I am grateful for how far I've come in my journey searching for the answer to Happiness. I would not been this far along if I was in Texas because I had so many people holding me back from really being happy. I am more at peace with myself and am able to move on from a fucked up past into a brighter future here with a clear mind and a new outlook on life. I had been learning the native language and their ways of life. The elders have their traditions that they still keep that was passed down from one generation to another but then it died down somewhat in the new generations because all they care about is to try to hide where they come from instead of taking pride in their lineage. I understand they had a rough history but it doesn't mean that they have to keep running from who they are. They have a strong history and they need to embrace it but now that's not the case anymore. They are dying and it makes me sad, so by learning their ways and their languages, Things may come to life again. I may be deaf but it doesn't stop me from taking the world by storm and prove to everyone that if i can do it, so can they :)


Lori Sherrard

Photo Part 3

Here are some of the amazing photo editions that i love to do :)

So Mote It Be )O(

Well Hello to those who reads this :)

I am back to give you guys a lil bit of an update.

Things are going along amazing that i cant even believe it. Sometimes i feel that i am in a dream, but if i was in a dream i wouldn't been able to write this. He is truly my Imzadi and i fell for him from the start and i don't regret it and neither does he :)

I am looking forward to be getting a car soon so i can go up and see him for real, besides over web cam and make the connection stronger. If everything works out, then i am going to bring him to meet my family. Hes someone that my family will be happy to meet since all he does is to treat me the way i deserved to be treated and i am gonna love him forever and treat him better than what his past relationships have been.

We both trust each other to move on and this is the beginning of the end :) the end begin the past troubles and failed relationships. We are the perfect fit, so comfortable and drawn that we rarely have to guess what each of us are thinking since we have this amazing connection.

I really cant wait to see where this takes us because i know that its going to be awesome and probably the best thing that the world will ever find and learn from since IT IS POSSIBLE to FIND YOUR SOUL-MATE and the only way we can find our Imzadi is if we had a lot of trails and errors, but for some its like knowing it right from the start and in my case as well as his, its both. Ive given myself into him "IN PERFECT LOVE and PERFECT TRUST" for now into infinity and beyond.

This is it for now :)
Lori