Update: My life

Good question by someone who posted a comment regarding this 15 year old that he wanted to be with. Its not my problem anymore. Him and i have broken up after maybe 5 months of Dating and tried working things out but he ended up beating me up so i left his sorry ass and never regretted that decision.

Here is an update: Things have been crazy and im just now getting around to this blog. After i left Jeff, a good friend of mine let me stay with her til i got back on my feet and i had moved into my own place which ive currently rent since last July of 2012. Ive got an awesome guy whom ive been dating close to 9 months. Granted that we had our ups and down but we are continuing to work on the relationship. No relationship is perfect. Hopefully ill get a new laptop soon so that i can go back to writing blogs and keeping people updated. I have no control in over what Jeff does. Its not my problem and last i heard, she didnt stay long with him after she has seen the condition he was living in plus running away is a crime in South Dakota. And for the record, she's actually 15 but like i said, its not my problem anymore. Im with a great guy and im gonna leave it as that :)

Changing the World...One Sign at a Time

I recently posted that I am learning the Native language, why? then here's my answer

Love....

I am doing this because not a lot of people have the opportunity or privilege to learn something like this because they think its impossible, but with me being deaf, I can show that it is POSSIBLE to do anything because I am learning to SPEAK and SIGN the language and I am out to show the world that if I can do it, anyone can and I've learned a lot, with the language and their ways and its helping me to change the world by being an example that it is possible if you put your mind and heart into it and I am also doing it for my son. To show that being deaf isn't a bad thing and will enable him to learn too and break free of the stereotyping among the deaf and hard of hearing especially with the "Stupid" category. It takes a lot from us to do something like this and I am probably the first since Beethoven and Helen Keller :) So if a deaf person like me can do this, anyone can, No matter the disability or whatever, IMPOSSIBLE IS POSSIBLE! :)

Lori Sherrard 

Reborn

Like a Phoenix that has died and is reborn, so have I. It feels good to be free, it makes it a lot easier to grow, learn and breathe.

I can say that i do not have any regrets being here. Yes i miss my family and friends in Texas, but moving  up here is probably the best idea I've ever had. Living among the Native Americans of the Santee Reservation has taught me a whole lot and given me a new perspective on life. I've learned a lot, especially from the elders and I am grateful for how far I've come in my journey searching for the answer to Happiness. I would not been this far along if I was in Texas because I had so many people holding me back from really being happy. I am more at peace with myself and am able to move on from a fucked up past into a brighter future here with a clear mind and a new outlook on life. I had been learning the native language and their ways of life. The elders have their traditions that they still keep that was passed down from one generation to another but then it died down somewhat in the new generations because all they care about is to try to hide where they come from instead of taking pride in their lineage. I understand they had a rough history but it doesn't mean that they have to keep running from who they are. They have a strong history and they need to embrace it but now that's not the case anymore. They are dying and it makes me sad, so by learning their ways and their languages, Things may come to life again. I may be deaf but it doesn't stop me from taking the world by storm and prove to everyone that if i can do it, so can they :)


Lori Sherrard

Final Chapter to my Journey book

After riding the bus and finally getting to Omaha, i was done and over with riding the bus haha :) i had gotten a bad feeling from that place so i decided to google for another ride to Norfolk and my best option was getting a cab. the fare was high but it was worth it as bout to be foretold here :)

i called a cab and left Omaha round 230 and i got there round 430 figuring he would be up round 5 or 6am so i waited on the porch til like 615 before anyone actually came outside and the first person to do so was his cousin Erin and she got startled for a min but she recoginized me so i asked her if jeff was up because i knew he said something bout needing to wake up at 6 to get the boys ready for school and she said she didnt know so she walked to the bedroom window and knocked loudly sayin that they had company and he needed to come out and as soon as jeff opened the screen door and bout to step out i said "hey babe" and he just froze haha and he came alll the way outside and just stood in front of me before he grabbed me for a hug and didnt leave my side then he laid down on the ground because he was afraid he was having a heart attack :):) and all day yesterday he was actin like he was dreaming and he had said something bout not begin able to sleep that well because he kept waking up and his Dragon woke him up with a slap because the dragon was tryin to tell him something so he was acting playful just like i would do so its been a good weekend so far :) and me and Jeff are so happy, especially Jeff that hes still not believing that me, his wife is here with him :) I might not be on as much but ill keep coming on so i can keep my readers up to date as i start my new book with Jeff :) Here is a picture of us

Not the best but its it :) will be posting new pictures soon

Night and love you all
Lori and Jeff Kydney

Almost the end of the journey

Well I've arrived in omaha ne at
130am. Id say the bus ride was ok but not for me again esp when I don't want to go alone nxt time :) I got to the station n finding out that I would b stuck there all night for 11 hrs and I wasn't gonna have that so I decided to call for a cab to go there so I don't have to worry bout wrestling with the 3hr drive on bus when it takes bout 2 hrs to get to norfolk so I've decided to surprise Jeff :) yes the fare was high but it should b worth it. He's due to wake up pretty soon after I get therre so he will have a really nice surprise :) but then he would owe me big time haha oh well I love him and am happy with him so that's all that matters to me n I hope he will always b forever grateful. I will write the final chapter for this journey after I take a picture of us together.
Blessed be
Lori

3rd part of the journey

Yes i am tired as hell lol but the trip will be worth it :)

Just crossed over ok boarder at toll at 845 am :)

 Currently we are stopped at Lawton to reload the bus looks like it haha then after that we will be on our way to OKC! and im looking forward to meeting a fellow wiccan member :) I dont have anything to fear since i got my God and Goddess on my side :)